| im leaving for arizona in an hour. |
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| ITS 78 DEGREES OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| im going to arizona on sunday :) sunny hot sunny hot sunny hot sunny hot thats all i can think about. yay.
WHAT THE HECK DOES ROMPE MEAN?! haha rachel... i dont know why im listening to that.
i went to home depot tonight.
i think i did really good on my geometry test today. now i get to look forward to vocab, spanish, and science tests tomorrow :D... :( fags.
i hope it gets easier soon... |
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| i want so bad for this to all be over. i wish this never happened.... i want to erase everything that ever happened...... i want to not love him anymore... i want to not hurt anymore. i want to be so angry at him for what happened and i dont know why i cant be... i wish he could feel how broken my heart is and how hurt i am. i wish he knew how it felt...its so hard knowing that when the phone rings its not him.. and that i cant trust the simplest things anymore....everything hurts...please let this all be a dream.... :(
It's so hard to believe in things that you can't see yourself See yourself Behind the scene lies more than you can understand yourself Stand yourself
Now they tell you what you want to hear But when they're done will you still live in fear?
And everything you said to me put me on my knees And everything you said to me put me on my knees
I can't believe a thing you say I can't believe a thing you say
I can't believe a thing you say I can't believe a thing you say
You're told that selfishness will guide your path What will you do when that just doesn't last?
And everything you said to me put me on my knees And everything you said to me put me on my knees
It's so hard to believe in you I'm not quite clear what I should do And now I know that you're the only one But do they know that you're the only one
And I can't believe a thing you say I can't believe a thing you say
And I can't believe a thing you say I can't believe a thing you say
I can't believe a thing you say I can't believe a thing you say
And I can't believe a thing you say I can't believe a thing you say
It's so hard to believe in things that you can't see...
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| i dont know what to do... nothing can numb this pain and get rid of all these thoughts... :( |
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